Maybe, say WJ and JJM. Surely, say I.
And in fact, WJ elsewhere--citing Emerson--is far less equivocal on the subject.
The conclusion of the late John J. McDermott's essay "Why Bother: Is Life Worth Living?", referenced in the Overthink podcast's latest edition:"Crossing a bare common," says Emerson, "in snow puddles, at twilight, under a clouded sky, without having in my thoughts any occurrence of special good fortune, I have enjoyed a perfect exhilaration. I am glad to the brink of fear." Life is always worth living, if one have such responsive sensibilities...--On a Certain Blindness in Human Beings
THE JOURNEY: AMELIORATION AS NECTAR
Some decades ago, an unusual refrain was heard over and over as
part of a political campaign. After a litany of problems and afflic-
tions, Robert Kennedy would say that "we can do better." This is
hardly the stuff of rhetorical flourish, and, yet, the use of the word
'better' is a very important choice, for it replaces all of those halcyon
words; cure, resolution, and those metaphors of comfort, as in to
straighten out things, make everything whole, all on the way to a
great society and a new world order. Unfortunately, these are the
seeds of cynicism, for as I look over the wreckage of the human
historical past, I see no hope for any resolution of anything humanly
important.
This baleful perspective does not, however, obviate other re-
sponses such as healing, fixing en passant, rescuing, and yes, mak-
ing, doing, and having things better. These approaches are actions
on behalf of metaphysical amelioration, which holds that finite crea-
tures will always be up against it and the best that we can do is to do
better.
Yes, I acknowledge that the strategy of amelioration is vacant of
the ferocious energizing that comes with commitment to an absolute
cause, ever justifiable for some, somewhere, in spite of the nefarious
results that most often accompany such political, religious, and so-
cial self-righteousness. A moral version of the maxim of Camus,
cited above, would read, can I believe in helping when, sub specie
aeternitatis, I hold that there is no ultimate resolution. Put differ-
ently, the original meaning of the ancient medical maxim, primum
non nocere, was to do no harm. How and why did the maxim come
to mean, keep the patient alive, at all cost, including the cost of
dignity? What is it about us that cannot abide the sacrament of the
moment as we reach for a solution, an end game, an explanation, a
cure, nay, immortality?
I try as hard as I can to believe that the nectar is in the journey
and not in its final destination. I stand with T.S. Eliot, who warns
that "For us, there is only the trying. The rest is not our business."
Perhaps I can describe my philosophical position as a Stoicism with-
out foundation. Walt Whitman says it for me better than I can say it
for myself. "The press of my foot to the earth springs a hundred
affections, they scorn the best I do to relate them."
For what it is worth, and that, too, is a perilous question, I now
believe, shakily, insecurely and barely, that life is worth living!
JOHN J. MCDERMOTT
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